♥ Monday, March 15, 2010 @ 4:56 PM
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If there's only a day come ...
BOO !
Missing me/post ? HAHA , okays stop bhb-ing -.-"
Shall elaborate abit what I have been doing recently , HAHA !
Friday went out with bi to Panjang , as usual I was always late de nahs , HAHA ! Went to walk about @ Bpp , so sweet of bi buying a rose for me so randomly , lols [: Decide to go AMK Hub to catch a movie , watched "Happy Go Lucky" . Rated 3/5 ? [x Went to had our dinner @ MOS than bi send me till CCK jiu go home le && all along he has been holding to the rose everywhere we go , Thanks bi `Mwacks . HAHA !
Sat went to watch movie @ AMK Hub also with Shengling & Bear , watched "Kaiji" which I wanted to watched it . The show was nice ! It makes you go wild with them when comes to exciting parts . Rated 5/5 ? Cab back with bear around 2+ , Slack & chat with him @ void deck till 5+am than when home le reason due to I DON'T WANT TO GO HOME .
Sunday , Yesterday meet out Jiia2 @ CCK slacked & chat till 9+ went back to khatib . Me & Jiia2 was like bored till TTM ! So disturb afew people with video calls , Super funny sial can laugh till your stomach pain lorhs . Lols ._. Shengling came so went to meet bear @ safra as they wanted to drink but to bad closed already so bus back to north point to eat , walk over to star buck than to 7-11 they bought 2 Vorka & 2 Beer . Cab back to Khatib void deck , bought poker cards to entertain our self . Kenna screen @ that moment very funny . Lols , Trained back home @ 5+am , just woke up not long ago but still feeling tired yet hungry . Shall end here going to had my breakfast + lunch + dinner now . HAHA [x `I'm left with afew days .
Ciaos ~
STEPHY's ♥/.
♥ Tuesday, March 02, 2010 @ 11:25 PM
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I Dislike Chocolate With Nuts But I Love This Chocolate Because It was From HUBBY As My Valentine's Day Present .
ILY , Bi !
Hey all , I'm back to blogging [:
But won't update much for today ehs , I'm just simply so tired & sleepy now but I'm waiting for my hair to be dry before I go to my zzland . HAHA ~ Shall say abit what I have done today .
Maths lesson phone kenna confiscated while replying bi text -.- So used laopo phone to text him . After school went to get my phone & off to Mac with laopo and Jeffrey to meet the others there . Accompany laopo eat first while waiting for bi to reach Sembawang , went to find bi with laopo and Jeffrey as they both got CCA so walk back together . Bi you and Jeffrey one click uhs ? so di siaox siaox -.-" Slack at bi house till 6pm than he walked me to MRT as I rejected his offer for sending me back home . Seldom I don't mind but not always from Sembawang , it's really along journey for you . I know you're tired also luhs if not you wouldn't have fallen asleep now le ._. HAHA ! Took some pictures with bi today , remember to send me tomorrow or so .. uhs . Mwacks *SHY ~
Home , bathed , watch tv , eat spaghetti and comp .
Sister playing mahjong's with friends now , cannot tahan any longer liaos . So tired *Yawns . I'm looking forward and wish that there is this day to be arrive whereby we are like months back , will it arrive ? *I Wonder :/ Shall stop here for today .
Ciaos ~
P/S: BiBi , update your blog please -.- SO DEADDDDDDD ~
P/S: BAOBAO , Don't upset already alright . We cant do much either if it wasn't shooting us yahs . Take a step at a time bahs maybe it will feels better <3 I'll be here for you kays :D
STEPHY's ♥/.
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Is it possible for us to mend it back like before ?
Hi ?
mood just doesn't seems to be so right , why has all this have to happen ? Out of the sudden my tears flow down . I don't know what I'm crying either , guilty ? maybe ? I just felt lousy in my heart now . How am I expect myself to tell you all this when I don't know how to say it & I don't even have the courage to say it out ? I don't feels good too . I'm sorry , I'm really very sorry ]': This wasn't what I want either . Maybe to others may seems stupid for crying things like this or so .. But you don't know what is my feeling for being sad over that matter which can say is not fully about me . Why do I feels sad ? because things has turned out this way which no ones wanted it to be ? We cant predict it but why must we said things that we don't mean it or just joking knowing that the other party might get hurt when they thought you are saying serious rather than joking ? What has happen had happen is it possible to mend it back or is there a no need for it ? *Not trying to blame anyone its just my own thought .
Bi , I wish to hug you and cry now but he is at chalet now and I don't wish to let him know I'm crying . Take care while you at there bahs . Tomorrow going to his house find him hope I don't cry in front of him -.-" Sigh , shall end here bahs . Going to bed now wonder can I still fall asleep ? o.o
Ciaos ~
STEPHY's ♥/.
♥ Thursday, February 25, 2010 @ 12:21 AM
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Because of you , I'm willing to trust R/S over again .
Hellos [:
Bored to the max -.- ! Meet up with hubby for awhile just now , so sweet of him . After work came to find me . HAHA *SHY ~ Sorry to making you run here & there I know you're tired just that you didn't say only [: Thanks bi for pulling me away from e noise just now [': Sometimes I may not have enough time to accompany you but I surely will find time for you de yahs , I'm feeling much more happier than before , don't think to much uhs *Mwacks [: HAHA ~
Feel so shag about my studies ]: Sigh , no comments about it . Maybe you guys think is I deserved it for not studying well but .. who wants it to be like this ?!
Meeting Shengling for movie tomorrow , broke -.-" I don't wanna become the sandwich that has been captures by .. [:
Idk what else to say , update e next time . *SHY ~
*BI, Sleep early uhs ♥
STEPHY's ♥/.
♥ Sunday, February 21, 2010 @ 1:31 AM
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Who Will Ever Know I Am Tearing ?
Not much to blog about , yesterday tonn-ed @ Chun Xee house with Sheng ling . Mac for breakfast -.-" what else can I say ? Who will knows that I'm crying while typing ? I don't know why either so no point asking me why or maybe I just don't know what to think about but those memories ? Sigh , someone please take away my pain possible ? I have never thought of this outcome before , oh shit whatever larhs ! Fed up ;@
Philophobia ? I guess I have it ehs , overcome it ? How ?! Teach me anyone ? Should I say I Love You Too ? I don't know ,
I need time , will you understand me ? *FYI, this sentence is not related to those sentence above ehs .
Studies ? I got nothing to say about it but one word , FAILED :/
Oh well , what kind of "NEW YEAR" I have this year ? My six sense is indeed accurate , first day of new year 010110 & I have this feeling that I'm going to ... *To be kept as a secret [: Maybe if you guys sees it will think its stupid or whatever but well , I'm going through what I'm thinking now ehs , no doubts . Some things need not to explain so clear as what Jiia2*Bao have told me yahs [: Maybe a step @ a time would be better than running forwards to it bahs . & I'm crying harder now ]': What happen to me , sigh . I guess I shall end here for today perhaps , not in e good mood now . Is there anyone willing to call me & accompany me ? Perhaps everyone is busy bahs ]:
Ciaos ~
STEPHY's ♥/.
♥ Monday, February 15, 2010 @ 3:12 PM
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Happy Chinese New Year & Belated Valentine's Day ! xD
Thanks for the rose , my dearest ♥
Hellos [:
Hee , HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE !
Went to my relative house yesterday , play black jack end up ie lose $14 -.- but my sister give me $20 = ie win $6 for free :x HAHA ~ My sister bring me go to the train track yesterday & ie was wearing heels in to walk on those rock stuffs -.-" , took some photo there but will upload e next time . Went to watch "72 Jia Zu Ke" movie with my Sister , Caren , Ah Ling Jie , Xiu Jing & Ah Cai , A Hong Kong comedy show . After movie we went on our separate way , meet Da Niu up (Thanks for e choco) *Shy ~ . Lols [: & seriously e heels is killing me !@#$%&*&^%$#@! :@ Another 2 blister pop on my leg -.-" Went home around 11+ . Will be going my cousin place later on :D ROARRRRRRRRRRRS ~ Picnik is soooo lag now stupidiot ! Make me edit half way than don't let me edit liaos ! :@ Shall end here for today [:
Ciaos ~
STEPHY's ♥/.
♥ Wednesday, February 10, 2010 @ 2:28 PM
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After 8months Of Torturing , I Guess I Can Finally Put You Down [:
If That One Lil Thing Hadn't Happen, Things Would Be Different From Now <\3
Hello Monster !
Hmms ..
We .. no longer like how we used to be , why ? People do grows up but what happen if you doesn't look back when there is still someone that care for you ? You will lost it not only this you will also felt that maybe it's meant to be but it wasn't ! ]:
YEAH ~ CNY coming but .. I only bought one 3 inch heels only -.-" Tomorrow going shopping with my mummy . *SHY ~ Why must Valentines' day be on the same day as CNY -__- Guess I'll be spending my Valenties' day alone again , wouldn't be much different from the other years . HAHA [X Jio me out during CNY lerhs I'll be bored to death ]:
To me , Forgiveness means letting go of e past but looking back, I have this to regret , that too often when I loved , I did not say so when time is what I want most , but what I use worst , without accepting the fact that everything changes , I cannot find perfect composure but unfortunately , although it is true , it is ... difficult for me to accept it because I cannot accept e truth of transience, I suffer for e worst . Will you even remember how we used to be ? I'll , because is something that I doesn't wish to lose it at all .
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I have been going out recently , anyone have show to intro me ? Bored to the max larhs ! I'm hungry now , SUPER lazy to go buy lorhs -.-"
I do felt that I am giving up my studies already , I doesn't want it to be this way either but what can I do .
Coursework ? I have not done any , people out there might not believe that I'll cry/sad over my studies but I really will just that you guys didn't know/believe . I might be happy at the outside but not at inside .
Problems coming in one after another , what is this sial !
ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRS ~ I HATE IT !
!@#$%^&*+~!@#$!%^&*!^
Da Niu ~ Your PRIMARY school pictures so ....................... TOOT ! HAHA :x
See yahs soon ? Lols .
*I wanna change blogskin ehs but no suitable one -.-"
Update another day yahs .
Ciaos ~
STEPHY ♥/.
♥ Saturday, January 23, 2010 @ 11:39 PM
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不说出的温柔让你离开了我 , 我会逅悔吗 ? 哪你会逅悔放弃我吗 ?
Who Will I Run To ? :/ You ? Don't think you will be there for me bahs .
Hellos peoples !
*Shy ~ Came back from amk not long ago went to watch the Law Abiding Citizens , show okkkaaayyyysss onnllyy loorrhhss . HAHA ~ Tomorrow MIGHT be going to Snow city . HAHA ~ Didn't been there before lerhs , lols . Hope got go bahs . Hmms ..
School work ie could not cope with it , cant catch up with my CPA coursework . Can Ie have m0re holidays for me , please ~
Anw , miss my friends alot , Sembawang , Khatib , Classmate , Gans & YOU ! Meet up soon hao ma ? ]: Kinda miss e past alot but Ie cant rewind nor go back to the past anymore , isn't it .
Hmms .. Tired , slept less thn 5 hours f0r today , sleeping soon maybe after Ie watch finish my show ? 紫玫瑰 A K A (ROSEATE-LOVE) acted by Rachel Liang Wen Ying & Tender Huang . To me is really a nice drama sh0w . Mostly about Romance & Music . Im still waiting f0r my Hai Pai Tian Xin to upload , faster faster ! Cant wait anymore . R0ARRRR ~
My stomach not feeling well -.-" Did Ie eat something wrong ? Im having diarrhoea hope it will get better & n0t affect me tml yahs .
L0LS ~ Shall end here for today ?
Ciaos ~
STEPHY ♥/.
♥ Sunday, January 17, 2010 @ 1:30 AM
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Can Ie Rewind The Past That We Used To Be Close ?
Stephaniie A K A Stephy
Hellos everyone !
I'm back again , my lappy has discharged from the hospital & its fully recovered .
HAHA . Well , I have watch alot of movie for e following weeks .
School is giving me stress already , what shall Ie do ? Can Ie really do well for my N's & go to ITE ? What course than ?
My brother drop by jux now & so my Sister - In - Law asked me about all this ! Why is it that everytime we met she have to ask me about SCHOOL THINGS ! Doesn't we have other topics to chat other than this ?
15 Jan , went to watch movie "The Spy Next Door" quite funny, rated 4 . Went back home play mahjong's with my friends till ytd afternoon , played Wii & went to buy some steamboat stuffs with my sister . Slept at 5.45pm woke up at 8.45pm -.- 3 hours ? OMG ~ Ate steamboat when Ie awake , watch television than online now kinda tired already -.-
Awaiting for my Hai Pai Tian Xin to be upload on YouTube , faster faster ! I CANT WAIT !! So touching larhs ]':
Did time really change everyone that was once close to me ? Everyone seems to be leaving me & Ie seems to be l0sing my friends already , What happen !? Can anyone explain it to me ? Ie don't want all this to be happening , NO ! Not this outcome that Ie want .
Its a NEW YEAR already & Ie have slowly putting down the feeling that Ie have for you , please don't let it increase again , it pains me alot . Let my NEW YEAR be something new this year not something sad but delighted instead .
24hour a day doesn't seems to be enough , it passes so fast that Ie doesn't bear either .
Cliques , Meet up soon !
Shall end here for today , gonna have my beauty sleeps soon [: Good night .
Ciaos !
STEPHY ♥/.
♥ Tuesday, November 24, 2009 @ 4:27 PM
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DEAD !
Hellos people [:
No picture for today, using my aunts lappy due to my laptop is down , kenna virus . ROARRRR ! Recently have been going out, nothing much . HAHA ~ My birthday is reaching , less thn 3 weeks ! HAHA, But .. nevermind . Hmms .. I guess I will update other day bahs . Anyt message me uhs , takecare people . Do miss me uhs . HAHA *SHY ~
Ciaos !
X. STEPHH ♥/.